About

Hi! I’m Chelsea. I’m a middle-aged church brat. I love my white evangelical upbringing. I met Jesus there. I love all the people I’ve met along the way. Three months before the world shut down for a global pandemic, my family walked out of our local church for the last time because we knew they were not treating women well, but we did not realize how long we would be wondering in a spiritual wilderness. It’s a well-trod story, but one I’m still trying to understand.

Concerning my white evangelical female bona fides, as Paul would say, I’m a “Hebrew of Hebrews.” (For more specifics, check out this post.)

This blog is partially a processing of my white conservative evangelical upbringing, and I sometimes edit and update my original posts as I process.

For more on my inspiration for my blog, check out my post Holy Tension.

Thank you for listening.

“If someone else thinks they have reasons to put confidence in the flesh, I have more: circumcised on the eighth day, of the people of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew of Hebrews; in regard to the law, a Pharisee; as for zeal, persecuting the church; as for righteousness based on the law, faultless. But whatever were gains to me I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. What is more, I consider everything a loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them garbage, that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which is through faith in Christ—the righteousness that comes from God on the basis of faith. I want to know Christ—yes, to know the power of his resurrection and participation in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, and so, somehow, attaining to the resurrection from the dead. Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already arrived at my goal, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.”

Philippians 3:4-14